For a long time, I lived in a war that was invisible to most people. Not a war where weapons are heard, but a spiritual war where every moment you are exposed to mental attacks, pre-programming of the mind, and redirection of your own life. People often don’t understand, because they think their thoughts are their own—when in truth, they are being steered by forces working in the background. This was the prison I lived in, even though outwardly I looked smiling and free.

Even more—these people often appear in public as those who live the exact opposite of what they actually do. Outwardly they look successful, loving, free—but meanwhile they cut you down and steer you in silence. That’s why the mind is always in confusion, programmed never to find the exit, never to find the answer. Some remain hidden, even as spiritual leaders. In truth, they use new age technology to direct people and steal their path.

This means you can even believe you are a teacher or that you are successful—with money, recognition, and a public image. But in reality, you are not free, because they are the ones leading the game. They decide how successful you will be, when you will be seen, and when you will not. Your freedom is only an illusion.

I myself was under the influence of the strongest dark forces. It wasn’t just a few bad days—it was a real spiritual war. It means your mind is pre-programmed, your life is not led by you, but by them. They direct your thoughts, your feelings, your decisions. You feel their arrows, their voices, how they redirect you. And this doesn’t affect just one part of life—it takes everything: relationships, work, health, every moment of the day. Outwardly I posted smiling pictures, but in truth I was in a prison, without freedom.

I spoke with many people and most never recognized that they were in it. But I know, because I lived it. I met many well-recognized spiritual teachers, to whom many turned. But when I spoke about what I was experiencing, they ignored me, gave me no answer—some even attacked me spiritually. That’s when I understood that they too were not free, but part of the game.

And that is why I also know Derrick is real. His meditations were the first thing that broke the prison and opened the space of freedom. I can say this only because now, for the first time, I truly live.

Only when I met Sol and began listening to Derrick’s meditations did I first feel real freedom. Only then did I begin again to feel nature, life, peace—without the constant spiritual attacks and redirections.

This war is real. Derrick is real, because only someone who knows the war himself can prepare such meditations and open a space where every dark influence is suffocated. I know this, because now I live in the freedom I once only dreamed of.