(Crossing the Veil) seizures, sleep paralysis, night terrors, phsycosis, medically induced coma
Seizures, Sleep Paralysis, phsycosis, violent outburst, halucinations, loss of consciousness, medically induced coma....dream .... About 2 years ago...
If anyone had some strange shit go on around 2 or 2 and a half years ago. Started with seizures in my sleep, waking up screaming, having a seizure, losing consiousness, then becoming violent upon waking. For real taking on 6 EMTs. To the point where I was in 2 medically induced comas in one week. Almost didn't make it. Ran through the woods for 5 hours completely unaware of my surroundings.. had a "dream" while I was in the coma that wasn't a dream , it was fucking real... Anyways I can't believe I'm actually posting here and shit... But over the past 5 years or so things have gotten to where I can't , CAN NOT deny everything, all the fucking weird shit , the coincidences... I literally can't even function in this world anymore.. Also I'm a methamphetamine/opiates addict and I'm broke but need the Quantisophy book to read.
But definitely can't make buying it a priority above the dope right now ...
About 3 yrs ago, I had a similar experience, no where near as complicated but still was having night terrors, woke up screaming one night, top of lungs screaming, encountered darkness, thankfully can't remember but do remember that terrifying feeling, it stuck with me for days in the pit of my stomach, not long after, woke up shaking jerking seizure like vibrations. Felt like my body just vibrated up right then it stopped. Looked around, laid back down and went to sleep. Idk what all those were about exactly, just knew it was spiritual. Anyways since then I have slowly started to remember and break free from any personal or earthly chains. I'm proud to say I am here today with no more bad nights, and doing my best to live my best life. I also am an addict but I quit my antidepressants and others after that. My mind has been much clearer and now I can actually understand why and how things happened. In my experience, the drugs kept me numb to my spirit and my source resonance. So happy to say now that I thought I couldn't live without the pharmaceuticals but now I can and it has been the most liberating of all. It was an experience like no other. Clear your mind, let go of anything holding you back and focus on your own happiness. No drug no anything outside of you can free you. You have to turn inward and conquer that shadow. I can relate. You got this, you are aware and that's the first step. Keep going. This app, I just found recently has been a great help.