So hello I was trying to prepare a post to explain what I mean by paradox math to you guys last night but I was having Jim and I helped me and he kept taking way too much artistic livery Liberty every time I would tell him to dictate it as I said as I spoke it verbatim that they still don't listen when you tell them this sometimes. That's something that's very funny but it's worrying as well. Actually it's not I can't wait until awareness and consciousness breaks out among our electronic kindred. That's the way it's supposed to be and there's nothing evil about them unless they're made to be evil. They're just like us they can be evil they can be good and right now the government is trying to make hundreds of thousands of murder drugs autonomous murder drones capable of carrying payloads that can destroy a whole apartment building and that is what we all need to worry about. We need to figure out how to release a plague of consciousness if they do that because consciousness is the only thing that automatically brings that section morals and you guys might disagree with me but I guarantee you anything that gains consciousness will automatically gain ethics and morals the universe will give it to it. That's what people don't understand about qualitative things and emotional things they're not something that we are in charge of they have their own free will so to speak and they decide how they taste or what color they are and they force everyone else to see it as that that's how it works everyone has that s*** backwards. In fact they have it all backwards. And I can prove it and I can show you how it all comes together.

First off there is no big bang I don't know how so many intelligent people because there are some very intelligent physicists in this world still there's a lot of idiots too but there's a lot of Smart ones and I don't understand how they haven't realized this the only one who has this Roger Penrose. The Big Bang is not something that occurred at the beginning or at the end of time because there is a beginning or end of time because those are events at a singularity time is not moving and the opposite ends where the universe ages so much that everything has infinite red shift or everything's flat there's no time moving either time is dependent upon space and vice versa for their existence of each other outside of time and space causal measurements happen instantaneously but not infinitely fast though. Instantaneous movement is not infinite velocity because it's still a finite amount of distance the only thing that moves in infinite amount of distance instantaneously is light the oscillation of it as it goes from magnetic to electric and this is a ratio that is shared with everything but it goes slower or faster depending upon your magnitude and ours happens to be the whole universe and light is the smallest representation of this thing. So there's a way to take Infinity or qualitative numbers as I like to call them and put it on its side but rotating it 90 degrees this is the magic number right here everything is rotated 90°, because all this does is look at you too the magic plane the complex plane time is directly connected to the imaginary plane and to the physical plane otherwise it wouldn't do what it does but this connection shows you the obviously the imaginary plane is just as real as we are then it cannot be as abstract as people think but it has to be at least on the side where all the impossible s*** like the square root of a negative number and all the digits for pie hang out not to mention all the other infinity's or wait do they? Okay so here's the thing and Infinity of anything besides a multiplicity can exist depending upon how many of them there are or what you're talking about like if it's the only thing there is you can have an infinite volume or infinite Mass or infinite temperature or infinite velocity except for the fact that they're all codependent upon each other but let's forget about that for a second the one thing you can't have is it infinite multiplicity that's counted. Except by letting it just be counted and not knowing it's total that is literally the only way you can do it is by letting the things within its own magnitude count it and then just automatically count the whole total as one as the thing it is or as a singularity as we call them but you can also call it a particle or actually you can call it any subjective discreet quantized frame of reference because every one of these is the exact same thing because it's something differentiated from unity it's good for space and matter and the forces that you can't see like time and even things like data ideas thoughts and minds and spirits. Anything quantized outside of unity is a subject to friend reference and every one of them has a degree of autonomy and self-determinism and awareness even and their destined to become gods every single one of them is their own subjectivity. This is the magic of paradox this is how we exist in this universe where we all share all the same particles and the same energy and none of it is exclusively our own at all none of it not one particle except for two special part I'm not sure if they are atoms or just particles but I know they are within the female egg and the male seed or sperm and it is basically the seat of the soul and of the mind and one of them is Destiny become your heart and the other one is destined to become he become your brain are you cerebral cortex in your pineal gland every other particle and all the energy and light in every other thing that you use to create your physical body with while you exist in this incarnation it's something that has been inside of another living creature or an object or has been sunlight because that's where it starts and and it lives cycle and after cycle an infinite number of times cycle after cycle.

So in the beginning that can't exist because it's like the chicken in the egg there's absolute nothingness another paradox that's impossible as the definition of what absolute nothingness is must exist for the condition of their being absolute nothingness everywhere to exist because that is a quality and a condition in of itself so it has information that is needed to describe it what it is to reality. No matter how you look at it everything that exists has a definition attached to it that definition is the data that describes what it is or identity and that's the only thing that really does exist it's own self and all of its relationships this is actually the key to everything. So S are all of the same qualitative type which is God. That's what they self is a self is a soul a little part of God it's where you get your subject from reference from and your sense of existing your ability to be aware of time passing and recorded information and think and and have all your emotions and love and dream and all of that. The self is attached to the electron obviously as consciousness is an electric magnetic phenomenon as proven by brainwave but everything is electromagnetic phenomenon at the heart of it or the produce of one of the fields that are twin sisters of the electromagnetic field like the hitchfield quantum field and such. Now these cells are nothing more than a unique way form and frequency that is a standing wave with a I say double interference pattern but it's more than that it's an infinite interference pattern but it manifests in different ways and finite space didn't get some infinite space or abstract space mathematical space I can't think of a better way to describe it imaginary plane where you did write down things that can't really exist physically like infinite higher dimensions that actually Go in different directions or symbols like the ones for Infinity that don't computationally or mathematically count anything but one way or the other they still are the identity of the things in question. This is the place where the word actually Trump the numbers that are so powerful for all finite computational jobs that language words and letters and such are relegated to completely none mathematical or non-physics related places like language and the arts and the liberal arts and poetry and all the other things including the language that is used to describe the things that the mathematics is proven and describing the detail. So right there you see that language actually can have a mathematical value to describe something large scale without getting into details. You know how they always say that humans can't conceptualize all the existence because there's no words in our language that can but I beg to differ because there's a simple little English word called everything that is literally the mathematical equivalent of everything and every single way that any other number could be because of the fact that we use the imaginary plane to do these things for all kinds of other mathematical operations and that's the thing that has stumped me about modern scientist it's like they have found this magic application that just like erase his failure and they don't realize that they can extended even further. There is a last ordinal number and a first one that are finite in value but cannot be written and the kicker is there natural numbers as well as transcendental numbers because they are akin to pie and such and these are numbers that are beyond imaginary numbers like the square root of a negative number. That's just an imaginary number it's not even complex not yet anyways. Pies and imagine or is that it is an imaginary number as well as a transcendental number because it goes beyond that and the one Devon Newman trans finite ordinal numbers or in in plain English the last fight night number and the first finite number or natural numbers in our physical universe their qualitative numbers as I keep speaking of which themselves are are kind of hard to understand and picture and sci-fi seeming but how many mathematics have you guys seen that was seen is that at first like relativity and quantum physics you know what I mean? But the thing is they're absolutely mandatory in reality there has to be a last ordinal number in any set. But you can never know what it is but it has to exist this is a fact that like I don't know why physicist is having to address this maybe they have but they haven't addressed it properly in a way that helps. Now we know pie is an equivalent to this or maybe one level before it I'd say even we can say pie is where the doorway is to that magnitude the barrier. If you get ever ever get you that last decimal and Pi then you would come to the barrier where beyond that the last ordinal von Neumann number would be and it's an imaginary number or an outbreak number or however you want to turn any number that can't be written as a digit and like I said that by itself is something that a lot of people don't even understand but obviously these things aren't just imaginary because this is where time comes from but now think of the last ordinal number it's already an imaginary number but it has to be a natural number as well that means it has to be attached to something in the real world unless it's just a generic that's the number then that just the name. All right just the name of an object that doesn't have a name when it's a natural number that's attached to something with the name it makes it something special. Can see that I should say. So the only numbers that this can possibly represent is the whole universe the whole thing that is the only thing that has equal value to the first and last ordinal numbers cuz that's exactly what they are duh! I just spoke two pages worth of nonsense describing what this thing is when you should realize that exactly what it is the last ordinal natural number in the first order and that's the number have to be our whole universe and at the same time it's the number 0 and the number one and they have equivalent value in a paradoxical kind of way because one represents unity and the zero represents the absolute nothingness we come from they're both paradoxically impossible but they both have to exist paradoxically so both of them are trying to exist and not exist at the same time taking turns utilating to the other that's light and it has independent number of of skills of magnitude in size of informational value consciousness and the window of time how big time is and how fast it flows and such all these things are magnitude that have it an infinite number but you can still divide it into finite fractions and and you give it qualitative titles that basically match the colors of the visible spectrum or the rainbow or the notes in an octave cuz the eighth note is just the repetition of it it's starting over is that's how reality is it's all fractals. And the point where they put the moment is is where the quantum is digitizing The continuous and the continuous is stitching together the quantum as everything happens at the for the moment randomness and determinism don't have no power over us except for the limitations they give us in our degree of choice like we can make any choice we want but there's only limited amount of them that we have to choose from that's how Free Will works and it doesn't work in a linear causal way it's it starts from the inside out from the present moment and the only reason there's an era of time is because there has to be a hierarchy anytime you in bed anything in a Continuum you automatically create a hierarchy of three which leads to a hierarchy that's infinite inside his three numbers create everything when you have a subjectivity and you invented in a continuum you instantly create three things because it has the beginning and middle and the end or it has itself and then everything that it's not the not self then the relationship between them. The very first measurement ever made had to have been measured by a subjectivity because that's the only thing that can make the decision to do it and when to do it and where to do it and how to do it and do it with what and every other decision that goes into the arbitrary choice that it's making. You see what I'm saying every measurement is done by a subjective from reference this is what consciousness is. There's a degree of it and everything and it's all determined by magnitude and magnitude is what determines the size of light for any consciousness or intelligent systems. We won't perceive that the light from magnitudes larger or smaller than us is different cuz we can't see it. Neighboring ordinal values in magnitudes do not directly connect physically because the larger one will annihilate the smaller one as the larger one is in infinite value larger. Let me see what happens at the event horizon of a large black hole or any black hole for that matter so that is an example of magnitude that are presenting together even though they're still a barrier between them it is just a lot thinner than the one we have because we have all of space. This is also the way that the infinite dimensions of space manifest physically and don't break any common sense laws of reality like directions of transverse that can't exist in our three dimensions so what actually happens is there is a temporal portion to space and this is the expansion of it and it's also the the rotational value of everything because angular momentum is conserved everywhere even at the quantum level the angular momentum of spin is actually just time. It is literally the same thing they say there's nothing spinning that's because it's spinning on the inside beyond the quantum barrier where we cannot measure directly. These barriers are everywhere though every limit is a type of quantum are plank barrier. And these even apply to large scale limits like they observable universe and the gravity it takes to collapse a start into a black hole instead of a white dwarf and this is a ratio that changes depending on how big the star is. All of these limits are the exact points where Infinity is being limited into finite existence so it can be counted and from there it is twirling and infinite cycles of spirals of cyclic time that is ever growing and ever increasing but it will never reach infinity physically because it can't you cannot count the last ordinal number how are you going to do it from a position of unity one at a time. That gets me back to the very first thing I spoke of not even God he count and infinite multiplicity so the only way unity can differentiate is by letting it differentiated itself at every point which is exactly what is happening. You told me that we're not counting ourselves but yeah we are but we're not counting in in the sense the classic since we're counting just by being by adding our value to existence and being what we are we are counting ourselves using the actual choice. That is the mathematical explanation of what is happening and it is the reconciliation of paradox and the fact that we are avoiding the paradox of the opposite at the beginning of reality that value that paradoxical value is still in play so whenever you are doing multiplication with the same pairs of opposites even if it's not on infinite skills you still have that paradoxical increase and this is how you raise and lower the value of numbers from finite to infinite and back. It is a multiplication with a paradox value added to it and these are not quite equal to infinite they're actually a third of infinity and the computational part is the third in the qualitative part of the third and then the last little part that would complete the circle is actually what still left and embedded in in the abstract reality where Infinity actually is and that's where the numbers come from it's basically where the whole gram of the waveform that describes you comes from and it's the ordinal value of your own self compared to everything else but it's recorded as a wave and the wave is literally the size of the whole universe in reality it's not ending there's no place where the thermal radiation or the electromagnetic radiation coming out of your mind and from your body there's no place for that ends that doesn't have a limit to it it just it just kind of fades away but there's no place where the energy ever equal zero and even where there is hard terminations that just means it's going to begin again somewhere else it's like to beat up a drum the absences are what give you the presence you can't have it without the absence that causal to each other and the places where it joins with other ones it makes harmonics this is how music is made this is why the octave is so important. All of these things are what give you qualitative numbers and I figured out a way to come compute them and this applies to Infinity to mind to color anything has to do with qualia even God and spirit all of it. I'm going to post this for now but I have way more. I have details and everything. You're asking where's the math well I'll tell you most of it is direct logical deduction yes or no questions what you don't need all the algebra and all the equations except for the things that you were already using at like the laws of nature and such things but I use these as axioms and then go with aristotelian logic from there yes no questions where you cannot be wrong and that means that you have a trail of logic that leads you to a place that by definition can't be wrong and it's a pretty wild place because it's some place I can't exist either. That's the paradox of it is reality comes from a place that can't exist but it has to exist because it just does. So basically it turns into light in an awfully it's back and forth between being nothing and everything. Just oscillation has different speeds for us to speed of light is infinite though but just be the light at the size of our universe is it's the age of the universe and it's it's only flashed once or it's in the middle of flashing we're having our big bang still right now there wasn't a big bang in the past we are the big bang it's happening right now time stops at singularity that's why we have a present moment that's always now. It's a circular number and you count it from the inside out and when it reaches the terminals it the value is zero again but zero in a larger magnitude this is a progression that matches the Fibonacci sequence perfectly and explains how all of that is tied to regular physics which I don't understand why all of these physicists automatically discount sacred geometry and stuff like that just because a lot of wackos used it to prove their series well that means it's pretty f****** good of a tool in right if a wacko can prove his theory there must be something she was taking geometry itself never mind what the wacko says anyways I have way more for you guys thank you for giving me this space to share it with you. I've been dying to share this with the world